Monday, March 03, 2008

Silence

They say that silence is golden.....I am not sure it is true. I have come to this page many times this past month to write, only to find my words angry, tired and confused.
I have found that after pouring myself into so many things, I am now empty. I have found that the expectations of many, including myself, have been too much for me, and so I have stopped. I have stopped everything, except work, and that in itself has been busy and growing. What once made me happy and excited, now brings dread. I find comfort, hiding in my bed, with the support my Ruby gives. Unfortunately, I have even stopped friends, except for those precious few, who wiggle their way in anyway.....and offer a smile or just silent companionship.
And so, I hope this soon changes. I hope I soon fill up again.

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