I believe that God's ways for all of us are so much greater and higher and deeper than we are willing to face. We go "safe" and we settle. God dares us to go and be and feel something new, something different, something bold. We hold ourselves back and talk ourselves out of so many dreams that he has for us.
Tomorrow is moving day. Today is clean, pack, clean, pack, throw out a lot of crap day. I never knew I had so much stuff. I found some more shoes. I was washing the floor, and I accidentally dipped my boob in the pail. .....and the day's not over yet.