Thursday, March 10, 2005

Writing.

Lately I feel it's a struggle to write something in this space. I feel like the words aren't coming like they used to.....a slump maybe....dunno.
There are things I want to say, to share, to figure out, with you along for the ride, and yet, when I am in the midst of searching for answers, going deeper, I don't want to give you the impression that I am struggling.
I am confident in who I am. I am confident in who I am in God.
I look at how my life has changed these last few years, and I am amazed at where I've been, and where I am going. I am amazed, that as of late, my answer to my questions, is simply, God is God.....and for now, that is a good enough answer for me.
I have seen the hand of God in my life, in the lives of my family. Through immense pain, great joy, I see the hand of God. Through the deaths of loved ones, through watching my 37 year old brother, find the love of his life....I see the hand of God.
.......and so, I am sorry at times, if I bore you. ....if I struggle through my thoughts on this page.....but all the while, growing deeper.

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