Monday, February 07, 2005

Still listening..............

I spent Sunday, listening. Listening to my heart, figuring out what it means....it's been so loud lately, so busy...I just needed to be still.
What is my life worth?
I am not sure I am hearing yet, the words God has for me, and yet I have learned that life is a continual choice, every day.
Am I content? This is a question that we all ask....the answer should be yes....but should it?
People say, that you need to learn to be content when you are single, but what does that mean? Does it mean that you live your life the way it is, and keep on keepin on?
But the realization is this.....even if you are married, or in a relationship, you can still be discontent. And.....what does content mean?
I dont know if I can say. I think I am content, but that doesnt mean that I dont have a hope for the future. ....and so I wonder............
The preacher yesterday said that if we are Christians, than there is a piece of Christ in us....and if that is so...than can we ever be truly content?
If I have a piece of perfection in me, and yet, am still human, still unable to achieve perfection....will I ever be truly content?....do you get what I am saying....or do you think I am on crack?
This is pretty deep for this little jean seller....and I am trying to wrap my head around it......do you know what I mean?
....i dont even know if I am explaining myself correctly.......

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