Wednesday, December 08, 2004

It's late.
Can't sleep.
Cat's hogging the bed.
Long day today. A day of memories....mostly good, some sad.
Found an old friend yesterday....or...he found me. I thought I had lost him....I guess not. Still the same, yet changing...getting older...in a good way. I've missed him. I didnt realize how much, until we talked.
We are at the same crossroads we were at about 10 years ago.....and it drives me crazy.
All the old feelings return....and they frustrate me; because nothing has changed....except for maybe me....I believe in prayer more....
and I can only pray that if I ever meet a man who shares my faith, who wants to be with me....I only hope that he treats me a fraction of how well this old friend treated me.....

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