Sunday, September 05, 2004

I'm nervous

Okay, so I got the call to go....to train, 5 hours away. I am excited. I am anxious to do a good job.....and....I am nervous.
I am nervous to be in a town, by myself....no kitty, no friends, no msn....no computer...no tv in the bedroom...no family. Nothing, but me and West Edmonton Mall.
When I heard the message on my machine, I actually started to cry a little. Scared of the past....and realizing that my waiting was over, and I am about to embark on the very thing I have been praying for God to give me for over a year. I want to do my best. I want to make Him proud. I want to succeed.
So tonight I will prepare to leave, and tomorrow at 9.15am, I will be on a flight to my future.
Tonight I will say good bye to my kitty, as she embarks on her first experience away from home at "Camp Uncle Jeffrey."
I don't know when I will be able to blog, but when I see a computer, I will think of you all, and try and let you in on my life.
Take care, and God bless.

Peace out.

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