Monday, June 28, 2004


It has been a while since I have had hope. But today, I have it.
I was thinking about hope. It is not a fruit of the spirit. We are given mercy, and grace. We learn to have faith. Where do we get hope?
My cousin has prayed continually for me these days. She has prayed among other things, that I would have hope. Today, I have it.
Its kinda like this thing I have, and I am sooo afraid I will lose it, I hold onto it so tightly, if it were my cat, it would be making those little meows it makes when it can't handle my loving anymore. (some of you are smiling, cas you know exactly what I am talking about)
I am thankful that God has given me hope, but I am terrified, things will not work out as I am wanting them to....I take each step into the future with trepidation, afraid the ground beneath me will not hold my hope, and my dreams of a different life.
Hhhmmmm, I wonder if this is where faith comes in.

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