Tuesday, January 20, 2004

Weary

I am weary.
What else can I say.
It was a challenging day.
Today I had to communicate my feelings
I had to tell someone that they hurt me.
I hate doing that
If someone hurts me, than there is the chance that I have hurt them.
When I am hurt I am not objective enough to deal with their feelings...only mine.
This has been building for some time, but the bitterness was starting and I needed to deal.
I dealt. I confronted, I told. I asked how we could restore the relationship.
I held out an olive branch. I forgave.
I am supposed to feel better, but I dont.
I am supposed to feel good, but I dont.
Just weary.
And scared.

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